Cynthia | @cyn.moctezuma

Honestly, when I began using the #effyourbeautystandards hashtag wasn't to get likes or followers, it was too see if I could somehow make friends or to find people I could connect with. But that hasn't happened & that's on me. ...
Today is Father's Day. And its a bit bittersweet. This picture was taken 15 days before my dad passed away. I was 13 & heartbroken. I miss you so much. Some days, I miss you so much it hurts.

#dad ...
Is it possible to get physically sick from emotional exhaustion? Yesterday was one of the most exhausting days thus far and all I wanted to do was be home & be in bed. Sometimes I wonder why I even bother ...
It feels like I'm drowning. Even though I'm used to feeling this way, it never gets any easier. I am alone.
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#selfie #effyourbeautystandards #fatlife #bopo #bodypositive #fatbabe #bigandblunt #bigandbeautiful #curvygirl #curves #curvesreign #idk #exhaustedwithlife ...
I wrote this with the intension of trying to make myself feel better, instead its made me feel worse.
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#write #words #writer #journaling #notebook #idk #emotional #exhausted #tired #sad #depressed #bigandblunt #effyourbeautystandards
I just don't fucking know anymore. Is this what my life is gonna be like? Because if it is, I don't know how much I can take of this.
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#effyourbeautystandards #fatbabe #bigandblunt #bigandbeautiful #honormycurves ...

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